lilly and i went to Suspension on sunday night. it was cold outside. we met at Schiller’s and ate oysters and talked about Australia and Fire Island.  i made a friend at the party. i know that he was over my knee with his knickers down, i was spanking him with a brush. he had a hipster look about him. i don’t recall his name. i drank too much wine. i have to stop doing that. here is lilly…